say what?

cathlin is updating her tumblr? the truth might be yes.

i have been here for three months and three weeks. christmas is 9 days away, it is close to 100 degree outside. something does not add up.

i am now on summer vacation, and am gleefully doing nothing all say long. usually i wake up around 1:30 for lunch and after i might go hang out with some friends or something of the like. it has been a lot of sitting around. good? bad. probably a little of both.

so like, i guess i speak spanish now. but i don’t think that you should say that. because the truth is, i barely speak english. i understand spanish now, i am getting a hold of the differences of past tenses and “por”  and “para”, i think my sentences are improving.

and i have friends? yes. maybe? what is a friend? these questions. everyday here i ask myself a new question similar to that one. what is a family? a home? a school? comfortableness? probably i will never know the answer, but probably i wont ever have to, so who cares anyway.

i’m getting bangs. that’s kind of exciting. my mom is going to cut them for me. cool. right?

today i went and drank coffee with this girl from norway, she is pretty hip. it is actually so fab to have friends from all over the world.

in five weeks, two of my greatest friends here go back to their respective countries. in six weeks my host sister goes to new zealand for six months. in seven weeks, i start at the university here.

it’s weird, because i just got accustomed to my life, in in 5/6/7 weeks everything that i now know as “normal” is going to change again. but that’s good, i need to learn how to deal with change.

i am hearing from colleges in the usa now. today i am going to hear from yale. five hours until i know. i don’t want to go to yale. (i’m just saying that so when i don’t get in i wont be upset, entendes?). on the 23rd, u of m. in april, toronto, victoria and warren wilson. msu, wayne state and portland state are already a ‘yes’ so i guess i should be a little relieved/happy/content.

blahblahblah. everybody should probably go on exchange. but banksy said everybody should probably make art and then that lunatic made all that crazy art and now banksy doesn’t say that anymore, so i probably shouldn’t say anything either.

but i will say 2 things:

1. i don’t have ganas to go home but

2. i can’t stop planning what i will do on my first day back in my mitten